Tuesday, July 31, 2007

confused

i wish God can help me sort out my thoughts. I do not know what i am troubled with. I just know i am troubled. I know here and there what i am troubled with, but its neither one that is playing a major role. i think.
good news! my proposal has been approved 1 week ago! Thank you so Much PAt ! I will begin my wound care modules in August then data collection will probably start in september. Been working my ass off at subway with the extra free time i get for now before data collection. Yesterday and today was really great fun. Spent time with JAnica my darling, Debbie my 2nd darling and the 2 great brothers thomas and david last night. Simple supper at northbridge but very fun. Lots of casual talk, laughs and fooling around. Today me and janica went shopping. I spent quite abit ( prob my 1 week of subway salary ) on a jacket, a jeans and 2 lancome products. I actually feel bad. I do need these things, but do i really? I know i intended to save all the money i work my ass off for at subway. But then again, i had fun with Janica. Thomas was great company too. Im so glad i noe thomas. For a guy, he goes his way out for his friends even when they take him for granted. He fetches every single person, whether he knows them or not. As the only person drivin in his cell, he has to drive everybody to cell and back home every week. I feel alot for this friend. Such a nice guy. Sometimes its hard to tell what he really likes, or who he likes or what he loves to do etc. Its hard to meet his needs as much as he meets the needs of others. i like malaysian guys. They are all generally much nicer than SIngaporean guys. They are friendlier, more charming, more jokers, more easy going etc. I feel like i can relate much better with the guys from malaysia whether they r younger or older than me here in perth. I seem to have more close guy friends than close girl friends. I can speak my mind, i can relax with these guys. I wld surely miss them all when i go back to spore. Its so late now but yet i am now still awake. Something is wrong w me, i am thinking of this and that. Im tired of thinking...ignore my ramblings.....going to bed....

Saturday, July 14, 2007

only reminds me of you




nice song...no particular meaning for me now....love the melody and the depth which it was being sung..enjoy it!

another layer




nothing is ever what it seems....

a place for us - dedicated to you ( and you know who u are)




theres always a place for us..remember that always whereever you are..don't worry, theres always a place for us...

try - from bridge to terabithia




This song is so nice and meaningful. Don't be scared to dream....whats the matter in believing that you can do anything...we can make our future...

Friday, July 13, 2007

a new post GARY ! hahaha

Hi gary ! hahahaa finally a new post. Recently my face has been giving me lots of problems. My eczema flareups are coming back and I am not sure of the cause: peanuts or traces of nuts in chocolates, winter cold, too much potato chips, too much calamari rings, prawns , sotong, heaty food, lack of sleep, stress etcetc. I have been making changes to the things I eat so my skin can get better, but somehow, it still comes back. This is infuriating considering the fact that I have given up some of my fav foods like chocolates for the sake of my skin. Just this morning, I couldn’t wake up due to the drowsiness caused by the medications I took before sleeping. 2 causes drowsiness. Hence I missed my 9am ‘advanced excel’ class. But despite everything, God is still good. I went online to the seminar bookings page and there was suddenly an available place for the same class next week! I quickly made a booking and voila! The class was once again full. Its as though the space was meant for me! God is goooooddd….heehe
I hadn’t mention my statistics exam results to anyone in Singapore yet! Overall, my statistics module fetched me a HD 91% ! hehehehee it is a miracle! My statistics sucks sucks sucks sucks….but God is goooodd again! Hehehee…I am 50% on the way to first class honours. Hahaha…but my research is giving me a headache. My proposal despite many improvements hasn’t been approved yet. Please pray for me! I need it approved then other things like data collection can proceed….Pray pray pray…