Saturday, April 30, 2005

estee's blog resurrection

hehe i finally started writing my 2nd blog entry..anyway the reason y is totally unimportant...hahahaa
i got so many thoughts in my head today and a good fren of mine suggested i resurrect this blog and write them here...
today is a mixture of happiness and a little frustration.
Happiness that i have ploughed thru 5 weeks of clinical placement !! Praise the Lord for all His grace. I felt like i have grown older physically and mentally after this 5 weeks haha...physically coz work has been so tiring ...i work shifts and have about 10-20mins break to gobble up my food before walking for 8hrs straight on multitasking. Night shifts are pure torture..and i really wonder why the temperature choose to go up to 35 degrees on the nights i am on duty...believe me when everybody else is sound asleep, the atmospheric temp shot up ! tsk tsk.good timing...But i really do wanna thank God because i felt that without Him i would never have survived all these. Becoz i know that i am walking and living in the purpose that He has for me. and that is making a positive difference in the lives of the sick. I have always dreamed that i would go out into the missions field as a nurse to heal the sick physically and heal their hearts and minds thru the word of God.Just as how God touched me time and again, i believe for sure that life is nothing without people knowing Jesus Christ.I gotta win more people to christ ! and make sure they stay on ....arghh..im not trying hard enuff..faithless me though God is always so faithful....