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27th JULY 2005

its a wednesday nite . I just got home from tuitioning my nephew. Its been quite a challenge finding the right time to tution him. Im doing this becoz firstly i know in the family only i can help him in science esp since my sis pulled him out from learning science in 'learning lab' and 2ndly i feel that i Should help my sis who has always been sowing into my life. However as i only know my working schedule one week in advance of every new week, its been quite a headache finding a tution time tt fits my nephew (who's so busy for a 8yr old) and myself every week. Furthermore my sis lives in an 'only cars can access' place and i dun drive! i really wanna help him but im feeling quite burdened by it lately. And i had to miss bible study today to squeeze his free time into mine which is not a free time in the first place. God give me wisdom and strength.

Im feeling low on strength. My mind seems to always wanna go into 'sleep' mode everytime im not standing. It seems like any amt of sleep nowadays is insufficient. this really boggles my mind coz i never used to take naps at all. Hahah i used to think they r such a big waste of time. But last sunday i actually took 2 naps in one afternoon!! argghh..the only time i awoke was to eat before, in between and after each nap... and i dun even feel like ive done anything tt could have accounted for my tiredness...

Oh yeah !! I forgot to mention ..I finally finally graduated !! hehehe ..im so so happy and sad too. Sad tt im leaving so many teachers whom im close to and yet happy tt its like a close of a chapter of my life. Time to move on. Its been a pretty successful 3 yrs in NYP. But i'll always remember what Pastor Kong says. That we should never be stuck in our past successes. Sis Kless also preached in cgm about how our past experiences can be hindrances to us walking in the purpose and calling that God has placed in each of us. So really, its time to move on and im really happy for that. Time to start anew and show and experience God afresh in my life.

One person i really wanna thank ..

SIS KLESS >> Thank YOu so so so so so very much for making it for my graduation !!! I am really touched by your determination to come despite all my nonsense of trying to prevent u frm attending ..hehehe ...I was so happy to see u !! U made the effort to go for all of our graduations ! Its really not easy for u to take 2hr leave or half day leave with all the work u have to do but u still did it. Thanks alot..no words can describe my gratitude to u . Its a once in a lifetime thing for me and u made it once in a lifetime special for me.. :)

posted by Ng Yashi @ 3:30 pm 2 comments

relaxed sunday !

its been some time since i blogged. :) i realised my blog page looks so boring ..i dunno how to upload pictures or put in music or blahblahblah..theres so much i can do but yet i do not know how..haha im born with a different gift..maybe people like meiling and annie can help me on this.

Anyway, its a sunday and i feel really good. Good because it feels like the only day this week i get to stay home and do anything i wanna do (read harry potter, upload pictures from my digi cam, sleep, eat junk, read up on notes from my ICU training and of coz pray anytime i want). But im also wishing tt i had a fren to bring to svc today. All of the people i asked cant make it and im so so sure anyone could gain from the msg. The msg is fantastic. Pastor kong mentioned my fav quote " success is not what we do compared to others, it is wat we do compared to what we could have done" . Pastor Kong said this some yrs back and this weekend he said something similar to it again. I always lived by this quote since my NYP days. Now in ICU, i also constantly remind myself tt i shld do my best to learn, work and build good friendships in tt place.
Next week is gonna be a tougher week at work, 6days out of 7 i'll be working including sat and sunday but its ok because we are created for Work and furthermore nursing is my passion so i should look forward to going to work hahaha ..only tues is off for me as im having graduation tt day . My teacher is so nice, she helped me get 2 extra tickets so tt both my parents and tristan could attend. Im finally graduating ! Time to soar to greater heights elsewhere. Time for God to use me elsewhere....

posted by Ng Yashi @ 2:06 pm 3 comments