Tuesday, July 31, 2007

confused

i wish God can help me sort out my thoughts. I do not know what i am troubled with. I just know i am troubled. I know here and there what i am troubled with, but its neither one that is playing a major role. i think.
good news! my proposal has been approved 1 week ago! Thank you so Much PAt ! I will begin my wound care modules in August then data collection will probably start in september. Been working my ass off at subway with the extra free time i get for now before data collection. Yesterday and today was really great fun. Spent time with JAnica my darling, Debbie my 2nd darling and the 2 great brothers thomas and david last night. Simple supper at northbridge but very fun. Lots of casual talk, laughs and fooling around. Today me and janica went shopping. I spent quite abit ( prob my 1 week of subway salary ) on a jacket, a jeans and 2 lancome products. I actually feel bad. I do need these things, but do i really? I know i intended to save all the money i work my ass off for at subway. But then again, i had fun with Janica. Thomas was great company too. Im so glad i noe thomas. For a guy, he goes his way out for his friends even when they take him for granted. He fetches every single person, whether he knows them or not. As the only person drivin in his cell, he has to drive everybody to cell and back home every week. I feel alot for this friend. Such a nice guy. Sometimes its hard to tell what he really likes, or who he likes or what he loves to do etc. Its hard to meet his needs as much as he meets the needs of others. i like malaysian guys. They are all generally much nicer than SIngaporean guys. They are friendlier, more charming, more jokers, more easy going etc. I feel like i can relate much better with the guys from malaysia whether they r younger or older than me here in perth. I seem to have more close guy friends than close girl friends. I can speak my mind, i can relax with these guys. I wld surely miss them all when i go back to spore. Its so late now but yet i am now still awake. Something is wrong w me, i am thinking of this and that. Im tired of thinking...ignore my ramblings.....going to bed....

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