walking away is the only answer...
a relationship is a committment..it is not entirely based on feelings.. esp when making a decision to let go...
on the first yr...everything is perfect...
the person appears perfect ..full of strengths and little weakness..
a few yrs down the road..
weaknesses become magnified..
and strengths become obscured..
when that happens...
what do we do?
rely on our feelings?
run away becoz 'its just too hard'?
i am a firm believer of committment ....
and i feel that is what God wants to teach all of us
tempations come and go all the time
and when they come .... they appear perfect.. thats why they are called temptations what
it only takes a mature man of God to know if that temptation, that 'perfect' person would stay perfect a few yrs down the road..
it takes maturity to know what is it we really want out of any relationship..
it takes maturity to discern if it is or not the right thing to do
it takes maturity to rely not just on our feelings.... esp when it comes to letting go and walking away...
sometimes we pray every single day
we lift up our hands to praise Him..
and yet at the same time we are sinning unaware...
the worser thing is...
to sin aware ..taking the presence of God for granted..
God is everywhere..
He sees our every intention
is your intention Godly?
or are you attending the house of God for a different intention ...
confess your sins today ...
repent and God would forgive....
you are not like me at all ...
i would never have done such a thing...never...
we can make all kinds of reasons....feelings ....haha..i wanna laugh...
ultimately...only God knows...
i will not grief the Holy Spirit
even in the quietness and darkness of the night when its so easy to cry and say i forgive... come back ....we can start all over...when the feeling of loneliness becomes magnified....
i will not be tempted by the terrors of the night..
i will not . i still love and care so much .....but all these have been in vain..taken for granted ....
you have forgotten the love that we share
and walking away thought heart wrenching is the only way ....
you will never find perfection and easiness in relationships..
it would always be hard...
how i look at it..?
i look at the joy it also brings in hardtimes...
i look at hardtimes as lessons to learn during the 4yrs...
running away and hiding is not the solution...
it is not....
i will not grief the holy spirit...
man can fail us..but God would never ever fail us ....
posted by Ng Yashi @ 1:36 pm
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