Yashitori babe...verbal diarrhea in Australia (melbourne & perth)

rediscovering my vision

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..........kutersanjung
karna semua yang baik
dalam hidupku
itulah karya Mu
kau b'ri
k'sempatan yang baru...

i love this song by Bro Sydney from indonesia..i couldnt catch the whole song ..thou its in a different language i just felt the power of the holy spirit in the song.God is the same everywhere, in indonesia, in china, in singapore..

Recently i've been feeling like i do not noe what is God's purpose for my life...I have had a vision and somehow it has died...but this morning i felt like its has been revived again.
When pastor Kong shared this morning about the medical volunteers in Yogkarta..i felt like " yes i noe why i am doing Nursing" .."i noe why i am upgrading myself here, why i am here away from city harvest, away from cell group, away from tristan, away from my family.."
I sometimes wonder why i am studying so hard for, why work so hard when i earn so little?" I often feel the nurses in singapore are one of the most under appreciated and lowly paid 'profession' .
Today God told me....you are doing this becoz i have called you to. Then i remember about 4years ago how i was in NUS doing my arts degree. A friend brought me to church and i got saved. God spoke to me and i took the courage (despite many objections ) to drop out of NUS and take nursing in NYP. Thank God for a supportive family.
My life has never been the same since knowing God and doing nursing..
God reminded me of this....
Why am i doing nursing???
" not to earn praises from teachers, family or friends for doing a good job or having such a noble profession, but to earn the praises from the Lord.
Why upgrade myself???
To become an expert in my profession,
To be a light in the market place
To educate young nurses or students
To be a change agent for the profession
To be a person of influence...a reflection of His goodness ..so that others would want to know Him...
To be skilled so i can volunteer when there is an overseas medical emergency..

I am studying for exams now...
" success is not what we do COMPARED TO OTHERS , it is what we do COMPARED TO WHAT WE COULD HAVE DONE "

posted by Ng Yashi @ 12:43 pm