Yashitori babe...verbal diarrhea in Australia (melbourne & perth)

Hair raising experience..

i have been seriously lacking in sleep the past few days. Usually i go to bed at 2am but past two days i slept at 4am and wake up at about 10am. I feel tired in the early afternoon but i cant take naps. Its just this whole mentality of ' its such a waste of time' that makes me cant go to sleep in the afternoon unless its exams time hahaa. Then i wld take a power nap of 20mins or so. Its 7am now and i slept at 330am a few hrs ago and i did not wake up by alarm. Haiz..actually i am staying over at xiaowei, kaili and xiuhua's house. Only kaili is in the house as the rest went to the city to stay over as they have a conference to attend early this morning. I stayed becoz i felt kaili would be scared to be alone in this relatively big place. Also we had a gathering last night, 8 of us having a cook out. Joelle cooked the butter prawns, XIaowei cooked a meat plus egg plus onion dish similar to the oyako don. We also had vegetables and chicken cutlet with rice. Would post up a pic when i have uploaded e pictures. Anyway i woke up at 5am in the night because it was so hot! Big mistake to switch on the heater and put on 3 blankets on xiuhua's bed. I had to wake up in sweat and switch the heater off. Still feeling hot, it took me quite a while to go back to semi sleep. Arghh..then something else had to happen. 1 hour later, in my semi slumber, i had a nightmare. Actually i don't know if I can call it a nightmare becoz it seemed like it was 'physically' happening. I 'dreamt' that somebody came into the room , the floor creaked (the floors creak in their place all the time when people walk over any area except the kitchen) and there was this wind that i felt on my exposed skin. Then i remembered how i thought it was kaili and attempted to say out her name asking if it was her. But nothing could come out of my mouth. I kept attempting to call out but to no avail. Then i got frightened becoz i felt that 'somebody' was about to 'crawl' into bed with me. and i knew kaili would never do that. Arghhhh...just saying this makes me scared. Then i managed to 'break free' and turn and awake! But all the long i wasnt really sleeping. This is my first such encounter since i came to melbourne and its seriously discouraging me from accompanying kaili further in this house. The other gurls would only be back on friday. What can i do ? If i tell her, she would get frighten also..bad idea. Thats why im trying to let it out here. Time to pray.

This reminds me of the time when i asked Tristan whether christians believe in 'ghosts' . Then he said christians tend to use the word 'spirit' .The holy spirit is a spirit too. Then i thought how stoopid my question sounded. I remembered how people were demon possessed and the spirits were cast out in Jesus name in church. The spiritual realm is so puzzling. Why does it exist? Don't people either go to heaven or hell after they pass on ? Can someone enlighten me on this? Im so ignorant. A christian for some time and it never crossed my mind that i didn't know.

I remember when i was young, i was sort of 'possessed' by a bad spirit. At least that was what i was 'diagnosed ' with to explain all the terrible nightmares and sleepwalking i had. Not just normal nightmares, even when i woke up, i would keep crying because its still happening when im awake and my mom is beside me. My mom then brought me to a 'tiao4 dang2' who seemed like a possessed man. Possessed by the 'monkey king or god?' He made me drink some ' potion' and i had to wear a 'ba1 gua4' on my neck after that. After that my nightmares went away and sleepwalking stopped. But if u let me choose, i would happily choose spirits to be cast out in Jesus name than in the name of some other 'God' among the whole multitude of Gods i 'knew' and yet not know while growing up. At least i know Jesus is a GOOD god. There are good or bad people so there should be good or bad God ..well i cant say which Gods are bad because i don't study into them so its very unfair and insensitive to comment. But one thing i do know is that from personal experience and the testimonies of so many many people, JESUS is a GOOD GOD all the time! In Jesus Name, I cast out the evil spirit !

posted by Ng Yashi @ 7:31 am