Without fear..
I am very troubled these days...My neighbour is giving me alot of headache...
I can hear him playing games, having his friends over, cheering loudly, cursing at past midnight almost every night. In the day time, he blasts his music from 9am onwards.
I have attempted to rationalize, make excuses for him like its friday , its sat, its sun, it a holiday, its still early, i don't have to study, he needs to have fun, i cannot be so petty etc.
I really don't know how much more of this can i take.
I pray everyday about this..
yesterday, at 1am, he started his nonsense, and i mean he started, not ending. So i really couldn't take it and called the reception to complain. When the reception came up to his door, i heard him say " did she complain?" very unhappily. I suddenly felt intense fear. Fear for my security...and i immediately regretted complaining. Because the noise did not go down one bit after the reception told him.
Every minute i worry when is he coming back, when is he having his friends over, is he having a grudge against me?, would he now make more noise to take'revenge'? argh....i really need God !!!!
I want to hear from Him. I want Him to direct my paths, should i change room ? or should i just write a card to him and try to make things right? Which is the right way ? I am confused. And i know only God can show me the way to take...
Why should i be afraid ? God is with me and i will not fear evil. I will not fear the terrors of the night. I will not be afraid of what my neighbour would do to me....
Charmaine told me how she had to change rooms before coz of all the noise from here and there, this place looks good, but the walls are really very thin. We can hear activity from side to side and upstairs and outside. To stay here short term its ok. but in the long term, it can really affect our lives. To make things worse, the management here is so so so so so so so bad. The person taking care of us students just resigned. Her position had been taken by so many different people before. Now what does that show? Charm suggested that i should complain to the GM. Coz it seems only he takes things more seriously. I don't wanna make things difficult ...argh...God open up the doors for me to take and close all the ones i shouldn't.
posted by Ng Yashi @ 10:20 am
3 Comments:
I will be praying for you, sister. One thing I know is nobody can touch the anointed child of God, so always remember that God will protect U wherever U are. I am sure God will turn the situation around soon. :)
Every minute i worry when is he coming back, when is he having his friends over, is he having a grudge against me?, would he now make more noise to take'revenge'? argh....i really need God !!!!
Hi Estee! Next time before you take actions maybe you can try to make it even clearer to yourself as to why your actions are necessary. When infirm in purpose, actions however right and just aren't likely going to be convincing and strong.
If you are still feeling fearful now. Perhaps your positive thinking can help. Look into the good side of people. Most people aren't that bad by default. Maybe you know.. they will grumble and argue abit... but things like breaking down your door and murdering you is unlikely.
Good luck
hi anonymous..
thanks for your advice..you are right ...i should look at the good side of people more.. hey thanks..i never really tot of that before...i would surely go and reflect upon it.
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