Sunday, May 01, 2005

rojak: a day of mixed thoughts

its saturday !! today has been a fulfilling day of rest ....
woke up early and gave my little nephew some coaching on his maths, english and spelling then tris and i went to clementi market to eat the popular newton niang dou fu ..realli shiok ! then we went wet market buy the ingredients for the fujian mian for his aunt to cook for cg refreshments ! hahah i definately need to go to the wet market more often ...losing touch >> meaning i try to avoid the puddles of water which is such a common thing in wet markets and felt groused when the uncle who took the sotongs w his hands used the same hands to gimme my change..hahaha ! absolutely behaving like a person who cant take hardship ..haiz...cant be so gu niang ..hehe..i used to go often with my mom and help her carry bags of chicken etc but as i grew up the visits with her became less....looks like i better help her more now....
in the afternoon went to my fren's home to discuss our china trip with a few other frens...hehe we ended up talking all bout nursing plus the china trip at the end. Really very thankful that i can go on this trip with them ! my good fren geokchoo whos realli like a mom to me is really into making sure we go to all the fun places. plus my china frens r making sure we get to eat all the good food plus eat the china original fish balls and dumplings !! Im so excited !!
Cell group was really a touch from heaven ! and i really do agree tt God is always around but whether we feel his presence or not is really a matter of choice. I remember when i was a younger christian, i have the tendency to let my mind wander during worship so i only felt the presence of God on very few occasions. Now as times go by , i really come to realize how impt it is for me to focus on God during praise and worship becoz only then we r allowing God to enter into our hearts and speak to us. I really love the presence of God ! Its the only time when i feel totally vulnerable , the only time when i feel totally released from all my daily burdens of the world, the only time when i can let my tears fall and yet its ok...


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